Sunday, May 8, 2011

I AM NOT READY

I could puke. I am nervous, scared, excited, upset, worried...mostly nauseous. My knee injury really set my training back. I AM NOT READY. the half is a week from TODAY. I wish I could rewind about 2 months and have a do over. I could cry. Ok now I am crying. Seriously. This half meant so much to me and now I feel so defeated. I feel kicked down, I am pissed off. I did not train enough. Not even close. WHAT DO I DO?

4 comments:

  1. You pick yourself up and you tell yourself "I am going to do the best I can do TODAY!" Do not look back do not look forward look at today. Nothing else matters.

    There are no words that I can say or anyone else can say. This is something you need to do for you and no one else. What matters is that you did it.

    I will be on that course on Sunday and will be waiting at finishers chute for you to cross that finish line. I am running next Sunday for you my friend.

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  2. Please try not feel like you didn't train enough. You did your best to train around a really painful injury! It's small comfort now, I know, but it was nothing you could control.

    Do your best, enjoy it as much as you can, rehab... and then find another half and take your revenge! We'll be cheering for you from PA on Sunday.

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  3. I got nothing better to say than to echo the above sentiments. Wise people up there. You will run the race you can run on Sunday and just being at the starting line and crossing the finish line is a victory. You've had a rough couple of training months. But, you can do this and you will cross that finish line and you will be AWESOME!

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  4. Kristin Mae, this is so very important to you. Whether you run 1 mile or all 13.1, when you cross that finish line you will be so proud and happy that you did this. Remember I will be there with you every step of the way. Do this for yourself and be proud of yourself and every step you take, walk or run. It will be an amazing journey. Love you!!!
    Your BFF.

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